damn!

well, it's only been an assload of time since my last post.

I am still here though...

girlfriend can read the blog all she wants, she is the best!

I think perhaps that "negativity in itself is not really a negative if in it's end is to attract positives."

SKOOL WERK. yes... on to the actual point of this blog.
am almost done with all of the contracts for the rest of the summer will just need to contact Dana, my Buddhist mentor, for a future of education class.

those other contracts are for: curriculum theory, curriculum applications and the future of education; for a total of 13 more credits

to finish off the 5 I am currently working on I need a few more things - finish writing the survey of books I have read and fill gaps in I find there with 5-7 articles and a community survey.

Brad is teaching a class on John Dewey that I have attended one class of and we are excited about getting it out of just theory and applying it to the curriculum applications class as well.

So, I told you I was a counselor at a camp for capitalism right? still need to get a grip on that a bit. mostly just played with a Xubuntu install on a really old laptop the whole time.

back to writing for real,
bk

ow

My hand really hurts. Tendinitis in the wrist from checking rich people's overpriced food out for them and putting it into very un-environmental paper bags. missed two days of work - am going to talk to my boss tomorrow about workman's comp. Two weeks worth and then quitting -

school work? not exactly sailing away... The mentor Brad went to Hawaii... I went to Nebraska. which is kind of a metaphor

I have expected Hawaii of my life and been getting Nebraska. see... Nebraska is very interesting, you just have to really look at it kind of sideways and sort of add all the literary elements yourself. and in an entirety Nebraska is then actually much more interesting than is Hawaii - everyone would still rather go to the ocean though... who wants to do all the work of adding stuff when surrounded by paradise...

yeah, my life has been a little Nebraska lately.

now that my girlfriend reads this I need to get a different blog to talk about her. or is that the point of a blog, so everyone and my girlfriend can read about our relationship going to Nebraska instead of Hawaii? No-one actually has read it (yet) but its cathartic just to write anyway.

Its hot, My hand hurts, I decided to quit smoking so I am even more of an ass than usual and I am exhausted but can't sleep... That my friends is Idaho.
bk